2nd post of the year.

It's February now. And I'm still in Miri. Not going anywhere for my further studies. Hmmm haven't.

Chinese New Year comes to the end now. Chap Goh Mei. Met up with my buddy(s) who are 'left in Miri'. Thanks to Grace who keep changing her plan, gamble, WII but finally we went to lim teh last night.

Going lim teh is just like hmmm a way to let us forget about gambling, wii whatsoever. Just sit down and have our cups of drinks. Talking about those memories, okay unforgettable yet beautiful memory. I always appreciate those friends, who you won't tell them I miss you or even not even text them to wish them happy CNY, not saying those secrets or inner thing to them, but yet, they are awesome. At least I feel comfortable with them. We dont need to think what should we talk about, using others gossips as our topic, insult others whatever. Discussing our future, thinking back those thing we did in school, jio-ing each other. Thats enough. Talking with them are like talking with part of your family. Haha okay maybe I just miss them too much?

Okay. Hope to hang out with you all. S2 gang, those who are left in Miri. :P

2011 :D

2011, 17-year-old, 5S2, secretariat and finance dept, duck kingdom, ham's gang.

Although i always claim that i have a good memory, all of a sudden i don't know what should i write now. 2011 isn't meaningless to me. it's the precious time that i think i had learnt lots of lessons, and shaped me to who i am now. :D let's start it :

From the beginning of the year, every single teacher reminds us that we will be sitting for spm very very soon. and fyi, i am not a hardworking student who read books day and night. my teachers are awesome, that they put a lot of effort to motivate us to do our best in every exam, and of course spm. thanks to cikgu azmira, pn bhal. miss hwong byien :D, mr anthony, cikgu nuraliza, pn hoon, mr yong and so on ...

okay. then, it's ch prefect camp

had fun here with lots of friends here.

i still remember that we got number one in kawad competition

leader : chong wen yen :D

next : chinese new year! :D

and hey! this is my gang of buddies! my dearest s2 gang, and so called duck kingdom,

ah lei, denis, jesshi, jie yi, jai, bao bei zi yu, sheryl jia chyi,

ohyeaa! someone is missing :O

chong li kim was waiting us at her place!

and the time back to the our school life.

i miss my table in 4, with jesshi jai and jia lei,

we always discuss about teachers' weird behavior in class,

and the best actress, jia chyi and i just cannot stop to 模仿 them in front of the whole class.

and hell, we got complained.

sorry teachers! but that was too funny! :P

and at the same, i was a prefect in school. my duty class 4S3 is awesome too! :D and i am hell sure they miss me a lot too. every morning, i go to 4s3 and wen yen's duty class is just beside me, so you can imagine that we do our duty for 10 mins only, but talk craps for hmmm, most of the time? hahaha! and i remember sonia will come to ask me : hey pys, 叫你班上的人到垃圾,很臭阿！and bytheway, sonia always join us to talk and forget we still a lot of duties to do.

and after that, we had tons of activites at school. sport days, mss miri, mss sarawak zzz wth, haha! we did slack, and worked hard under the hot sun. parkson is always the place we go to have our lunch, or slacking, goddamnit why there are no nice restaurant around?

and we got our school concert.

beloved mr yong :D

august/september 2011, we stepped down! nahh freedom! :D

opps and i have to say sorry to prefects 2011/2012,

sorry for bullying you all D: wo bu shi gu yi de.

oh hell, sometimes we just like to talk in the hall, we aren't that bad too right? :D

awesome people :D

after that we had our trials. hell torturing, but yet we conquer it :D

i used to do well in chinese, wen xue. boosted up maths and add maths during trials.

and heyyyy i do remember the one who sit beside me, mr ling, who always compete his sej mark with me. and i always lose. D: and when i get lower mark in moral than him, he will definitely laugh at me : 没有道德

and ladies and gentlemen, he is the 1st person who fall asleep during pn bhal's lesson!

i was always so baik hati to wake him up before he get caught! :D

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it was SPM!

i will write about this at the day i got my result :D

seriously i think i can do better if i am given a second chance.

it is definitely not my best, :( but at least i tried.

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31/12/2011

and here we go! :D

favourite photo of the year. anson, me, aaron, teck yew, koah kien, sonia, cindy, li kim, sheryl, wan ling, jin ming. wen yen. clare and soo ching! :D

for your information, they are the most awesome people in the world, oh yea there are ah then jia lei jeff erika and ester outside the camera too. had fun with them. and we made a wish that we hope we can still reunion with all of us in 2021? possible? :D

and at night, dinner with duck kingdom at al fresco. they are still the same, so funny, and yet so lovely. jia lei and jesshi love pool till they left us at secret recipe D: and thanks denis who chia jie yi and i raspberry cheesecake. sheryl likim jia chyi and zi yu are still same, talk, shout and laugh like everywhere is their home. :D cute people.

last but not least, all the best to ian, who currently in NS camp :( see you soon!

总在夜深人静时才有心情写些什么，都是多愁善感的错。

SPM结束也有一段日子的, 往者不可谏, 感觉不怎么好, 也不怎么坏, 希望幸运女神眷顾我, 考个不错的成绩吧! 大概全A+就好了 :D

12月12号1.00am, 先祝我的挚友刘宏益先生生日快乐, 年年有今日,岁岁有我们陪你过生日, 7年之内完成医学学位, 凯旋归来. 生日在假期的好处就是每个人都吃饱闲着可以帮你庆祝, 还可以在Boulevard想mission, 寻生日蛋糕之旅.

12月11日7-9pm在food and tea和他们狂欢的一整夜, 和他们在一起, 很舒服很自在, 整间餐厅都是我们的喧哗笑语, 惹得侍应生都在一旁偷笑.

有时写blog只想写一半,不想写到完, 还想保留些什么, 不想被别人完全看穿.

考华文前,把概述练得太好,现在都在概述, 下一篇应该友情篇与梦想篇, 拭目以待吧!

Trial 2 was officially ended yesterday! *Hooray!* ( For that moment only ).

Well, today is an ordinary school day again. 18 Oct, 2 months more to finish 2011, 3 weeks more to graduation day, then SPM. I'll definitely miss my school, my friends, and everything in CH once i step out from this place. However, I look forward to my college and university life more! and friends, after graduation, we are still going to be life-long friends, so don't worry! :)

Got back my Biology, History and Wen Xue papers today :S mood spoiler huh? Erhmm, at least i 'smell' some improvement! :) I still made some stupid mistakes, but i believe that I can do much more better in SPM! :D

Officially 26 days to SPM. Going to start my so-called intensive revisions! and do wish me luck! I'm going to achieve record-breaking results. Wait and see!

Maybe, from todayy, till the day SPM is finished, i won't online anymore?

I went for a scholarship interview yesterday, and the interviewer is from Sunway College. During the interview, i talked about my dream and ambition with her. And she asked me, what if i fail to get the result i expect to get, and can't study dentistry that i so eager to go for now. And i tell her, i will have many options to achieve my dreams.

Having an extra option is never a problem, but the problem is, i always think that even though i am not doing well in this exam, i can't go prestigious college or uni, i can go those so called 'OK OK de UNI'. and get a dental degree from there.

And of course, i didn't tell her that. i just told her i will go for matrix or STPM, and go local u for my dental degree and go for my master overseas.

This sounds nothing wrong right. Things just went super wrong.

Had my Wen Xue exam today, few hours ago, i fucked it again. ):

i wrote in my notebook, the target for wen xue, 100.

but to be honest, i don't really feel that i can get it. not the questions are superb hard, i just didn't prepare well. and this let me think of what i had always done. i do everything just like 'half bottle of water'? the feeling isn't nice, at all. And i know that, with this type of result i got, i can never go for my dream. definitely.

And i know that it's haven't too late. For me to start my engine? perhaps.

And i am now open my blog, let everyone to see my promise. I will definitely reach my goal, achieve my dream, laziness and procrastination, off please.

Best of luck to everyone too!

其实我们没有想象中的要好, 只是都在逢场作戏罢了.

这世界不是谁少了谁就会怎么样,

明天的太阳还是会照常升起.

最重要的是: 今天要比昨天过得更好 :D

it's damn AUGUST tomorrow :( time is flashing. what to do? move faster than the time! :D

i actually do enjoyy the time to compete with time, stay late at night to finish my tons of revisions, but what stopping me is my health problem. uhh i dont want to have headache frequently during day time, and of course, damn panda eyes. nah pimples on my face is also a problem, i dont want to end up like my sweetheart aaron ahaha! his pimples are so terrible :X

it's the time to think about my future, my ideal pathway is Chung Hua > Taylor's > Uni in Sg or UK! Wow dreammm! i knew that studyy law isnt an easy task but i will just try my very bestt! :)

I like many ppl's blog very muchh! especially our seniors! their life are so damn perfect, rich, nice looking, have good results, they have everything that everyone eager to have.

nahh i have many excellent friends around me, you know who you are. :) they will always be my target and motivation to go on. i will study really hard, to be as smart, excellent as you guys. :)